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Assalamualaikum and hello, o awesome readers!

I guess I'm pretty cool person. I likes be positive, helping others, writing and exploring.  Also a fan of happy ending. Even life is too serious as it is. This blog i called as my second heart. Everything with Allah blessing, i'll share those awesome moments in my life. Overall i think is a lot about my family. 'Cause i love them....LOL.

Thanks for all your support! It means a lot. Anyway, welcome to my life.

Sunday, June 19, 2016

Rumah Amal Asnaf Al Barakh (Part 2)

Sambungan Part 1...

Pada hari bersejarah, Kami sedikit lewat sebab angkut barang ke Restoren.
Nasib baik ada orang standby sana.
Fuh.
And mereka bit early, 6:00 pm, mungkin nak elak kesesakan weekend kot.
Ok lah. Five minute later baru kami sampai.

Aku entertain diorang dulu, sembang-sembang dari meja ke maja, layan cara macam adik or anak buah yang jauh di Johor dan Perlis.
Huhuhuu, tapi enjoy actually sebab entertain budak lagi senang daripada orang dewasa.
Aku sendiri agree bab tuh.
Diorang pon mudah mesra.
Smpai penuh pick up line yang aku dapat.
Hahhahha....

So, guest lain pon sampai after 6:45 pm... Diorang pon join team dan make environment happening.
Yeah!
Mingle around everyone.
That's our motto.

I wore simple black jubah with four square peach flowery scarf.
And that's the litlle kid name Akasha. Maroon colour baju Melayu. So nice name duh.
And very cute also, His brother name Norman.
I think his mother mind being manipulated by some Malaysian actor.
Hhehhe...
Abaikan muka depan sekali tuh, dia nak praktis masuk contest tuh.
: )

Masa buka puasa, served them with simple meals,
Kurma and some kuih.
Tapi kelakarnya mereka more likes ABC as the main dish.
What a cute decision.
Hahhaha...

Aku, a cup of mint drink and kurma and some kuih.
I'm okeih.

Dan selepas makan, mereka pergi Solat Magrib dengan dibantu tunjuk arah oleh orang dewasa.
After that we served them with those heavy meals.
Termasuk kambing golek.
Enjoying makan-makan sempat la gi meja ke meja tengok diorang makan.
Sate of course the attractive one.
Me too.
Aku rembat je daripada pinggan bebudak nih.
Hheheh...

Diorang yang malu.
Hahhahah...
Cuteness overloaded!
More pick up line aku dapat gak.

And after perut penuh and around 9,30pm... kami berkumpul reramai. untuk the final session.
Beri ucapan satu dua kata oleh penyelia Rumah Amal.
Dan seterusnya tepuk-tepuk berirama oleh mereka.
I don't have that video.
Tapi sangat energetic dan awesome!
Next time aku nak belajar daripada diorang.


After that, masa untuk beri goodies dan duit raya!
Mereka juga dapat goodies from pemilik kedai,
Thanks Dr Syed and the gang.
So mereka dapat a lot.
Kuih raya too..

A good news yang aku dapat, mereka di jemput sekali lagi untuk majlis buka puasa yang lain.
Pada minggu depan. 25 june, di tempat yang sama.
Rezeki mereka.
Alhamdulillah.
I'm happy for them.

Nih aku tahu saper ajo amek gambar buat muka pelik-pelik.
Diorang pon ikut saja.
Hahhahah...
Yang tak ikut tuh patut give me five.
One story nak selit, masa time part bagi duit raya....
Ada tiga empat budak perempuan cakap satu line cakap, akak nih cute la.
Comel sangat.
Umur berapa.
21 ae.
Hahhahah....
Kembang gila, okeih.
Diorang tak tahu i'm over than that.

And aku ada juga ada one little kid. Dia pakai color purple. Dia jadi my new follower.
Hhahah...
And i like his full smile teeth.
Irfan kot nama dia.
Kawan dia yang bagitau,
Secret admire dalam diam tapi aku tahu dulu.
Just make my day.

After lots of goodies and sempat bungkus makanan untuk diorang, boleh buat sahur.
Kita take picture la kan.
As a memory,
Part wajib okeih.
: )

They here we are!
Thanks everyone.
See you all in the next smile.

One day you will just a memory to some people. Do your best to be a good one.

Thanks also for this.
Nih, akak oncall and the gang baru datang. Diorang tak sempat jumpa anak yatim.
Try delay time but lambat sangat dah.
Sorry guys.
That's all, teman guide diorang sampai naik bas dan said goobye.
Lambai-lambai tangan... sampai bas pergi.
Next, beri all barang yang kami beli pada yang berkenaan,
Just completed our mission.
And big high five to Adnin.
My partner.
We did it bro.
: )

Additional part, 
After balik, sampai rumah dah pon.
Tukar baju, and lepak makan durian and lepak kedai mamak!
Like seriously!
But oh, 
That's my friends....

Rumah Amal Asnaf Al Barakh (Part 1)

Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdulillah,
Alhamdulillah,
Alhamdulillah,
Dipanjatkan kesyukuran kehadrat Allah atas kejayaan menyempurnakan majlis berbuka puasa 1437H yang berlansung semalam.
18 jun 2016...
Segalanya berjalan sangat baik dan lancar.
I'm happy with it, very much...

Mula-mula seminggu sebelum Ramadhan bila open table untuk plan such a big event macam nih...
Rasa, uh no way man... I can't do this.
Aku dan Adnin?
Combination of master plan oleh dua orang?
Untuk 100 guest?
Really impossible untuk handle. Sambil geleng kepala.
Siapa hendak ambil risk?
Mana nak gali untuk segala donation, carik sponsor lagi, beli barang, pengangkutan, carik tempat, aturcara semua...
Like crazy, duh.
But,
I'm, actually we.... make it!!!
Amazing.

Bila masuk hari pertama Ramadhan, kami still 50:50 untuk teruskan. Tapi, bila masuk hari kedua Ramadhan, kami slowly start projek nih.
Tekad.
Berserah.
Apa yang akan jadi, kami tanggung.
And there we are,
Dua minggu to go...

First, aku try minta pertolongan orang yang selalu buat event di department tempat kerja.
Tapi dia tak boleh tolong.
Bit down gak.
Tak putus semangat, aku buat post dan whats-app semua orang yang aku kenal.
Kawan baik or not and tempat kerja lama dan family sekali.
Hehhehe...
Marketing plan.

Mungkin nampak banyak amaun Rm 150 sorang, but banyak reason sebenarnya.
First, obviously untuk cover if ramai tak dapat join.
Second, if ada lebih boleh beli barang untuk keperluan asas mereka.
Third, yang aku suka adalah bila lagi hendak cekau duit diorang supaya dapat buat sedekah. Kan.
Hhehehhe....

So far, aku dapat juga some sponsor.
Termasuk Kak Her untuk all goodies bag.
Thanks la kakak.
I love you.
And kebanyakan hanya beri sumbangan seikhlasnya... sebab diorang ada plan lain or kena kerja.
It's ok.
Dan tiga hari sebelum majlis,
Semua hal atau bayaran mengenai makanan, duit raya, pengangkutan, aturcara, hadiah dan lain-lain telah settle.
Alhamdulillah.
Tenang hati.
Berbaloi rasa.

And even sebelum detik buka puasa 18 jun pun, still ada bagi duit.
Semua sekali total up sumbangan yang dikumpulkan adalah RM 4, 980.00
Alhamdulillah.
Syukur.

Dan mereka yang confirmed hadir semua sekali adalah seramai +- 100 juga.
Cukup budget.
Cukup orang untuk perabis makanan.
Hhahahha....

Ini adalah menu yang dipilih.
Macam-macam ada. Sangat sesuai untuk bebudak sebab main part dia yang aku suka ialah sate dan abc!
My fav.
And they all too.

Bersambung Part 2 untuk more pictures and stories.
: )
Click next.

Thursday, June 16, 2016

Resepi Biskut Oat Tuan Anas Mikael.

Assalamualaikum,

Memandangkan bulan Ramadhan and Syawal berkait rapat.
Mesti ada yang sudah usha-usha untuk buat biskut raya.
Cerita mengenai biskut raya, aku paling suka the homemade cookies!
Especially yang aku buat sendiri.
Sebab we knew the sweetness level and process how it makes.
Baru ada keyakinan dan umph nak makan.

Mengenai resepi yang aku nak share,
Mesti ramai sudah tahu mengenai resepi ini.
Sebab ia menyamai 101% dengan resepi daripada drama kesukaan ramai, Tuan Anas Mikael.
That drama yang aku slightly tak pernah tengok pon.
Seriously!
But, randomly terjebak dengan resepi daripada drama tu.
Hahhahha...


First time aku rasa, i terus fall in love.
Gila ah.
With the kerangupan yang perfect untuk cerita pasal cookies.
And what can i said is... resepi ini sangat senang dan berbaloi buat!
Bahan yang digunakan tidaklah banyak dan bit cheap.
Itu yang paling the best tentang cookies ini.

So, let's buat ia. Bahan-bahannya adalah:

1 cawan butter
1 cawan gula perang (ikut kemanisan masing-masing)
1 biji telur
3 cawan oat (dikisar)
1 cawan kismis/ choc chips/ badam
1 sdt soda bicarbonate
1/2 sdt emplex (serbuk perangup biskut, tak ada pon tak apa)
1 sdt esen vanilla
garam

Cara-caranya:
1-Mix butter yang sudah dicairkan dengan gula perang hingga berkrim. Tak perlu kembang. Tak guna mixer pon okay.
2-Masukkan telur dan vanilla dan sedikit garam.
3-Masukkan bahan-bahan kering dan ramas-ramaskan guna tangan. Jangan uli, nanti biskut jadi liat dan keras.
4-Bulat-bulatkan dan leperkan ikut kesukaaan nak besar mana.
5-Bakar pada suhu 170 darjah celcious, +- 20 minit hingga perang.

Bila sudah siap, sidai atas ridai, Baru dah sejuk, masukkan dalam bekas kedap udara.
Dimaklumkan juga, doh ini boleh di frozen, and wow for that.

Why i like more about this cookies is because dia guna oat.
As main resepi.
And oat adalah item wajib yang memang ada di rumah Johor.
Sebab my ayah or emak will ate this for breakfast or dinner.
So, i can save budget for the barang-barang yang perlu dibeli.
: )
Don't tell them about this.
Bye!

Monday, June 13, 2016

Wealthy and responsibility


Two big words i touch here.
A wealth, and a responsibility.
Really big words with big burden behind it.
If you're matured enough, you will think deeply about this.
And wanna wish to become a kids again.
Because this is not easy, dude.

But as time goes, with an experience in life and support from your family and community or special one.
We can go through it.
Have faith in Allah.
Insyaallah.

So raise your chin up and face the world!
#positivevibes

Tuesday, June 07, 2016

Zakat emas Johor

Assalamualaikum.

Months ago, when my sister and I heading to somewhere at Perak state.
To spent our holiday.
We discuss about some of financial topic.
Way interesting to kill the time.
And random subject that i affect more is when we talk about zakat.

And i directly think about my gold saving.
Wow, how can i forget about this.
So, in this free time... i googling page to page about this things.
And Alhamdulillah.
I'm still nearly around the corner to paid zakat.
But still not in a range grams.


It's not like info that nice to know but you must better to know.
Especially myself.
For the prove,
I also have a snap picture about this calculation and range required.
For those who think they have bit gold or silver as their accessories or saving... you better watch out.
Can start do the calculation if needed,
Hhehehhe....

Allah said (Al Taubah 34-35):

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O ye who believe! there are indeed many among the priests and anchorites, who in Falsehood devour the substance of men and hinder (them) from the way of Allah. And there are those who bury gold and silver and spend it not in the way of Allah. announce unto them a most grievous penalty-

Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Sesungguhnya banyak di antara pendita-pendita dan ahli-ahli agama (Yahudi dan Nasrani) memakan harta orang ramai dengan cara yang salah, dan mereka menghalangi (manusia) dari jalan Allah (agama Islam). Dan (ingatlah) orang-orang yang menyimpan emas dan perak serta tidak membelanjakannya pada jalan Allah, maka khabarkanlah kepada mereka dengan (balasan) azab seksa yang tidak terperi sakitnya.


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On the Day when heat will be produced out of that (wealth) in the fire of Hell, and with it will be branded their foreheads, their flanks, and their backs - "This is the (treasure) which ye buried for yourselves: taste ye, then, the (treasures) ye buried!"

(Iaitu) pada hari dibakar emas perak (dan harta benda) itu dalam neraka jahanam, lalu diselar dengannya dahi mereka, dan rusuk mereka, serta belakang mereka (sambil dikatakan kepada mereka): "Inilah apa yang telah kamu simpan untuk diri kamu sendiri, oleh itu rasalah (azab dari) apa yang kamu simpan itu.

Sunday, June 05, 2016

Let's talk about myself

Assalamualaikum.

I'm not a person who like to express myself.
To shout out my feeling... is not so me.
But, when i have to talk about myself.
I likes to warn, that i hate people put attentions to me.
I want it other way round.
That the main things you should know.

If you seen my Facebook page, I only have a 200+- friends.
That are the people i comfortable with.
Sorry for those unapproved friends requests.
But, still I don't know how i can followed by 60 person.
Geez.
Even my profile picture is just abstract looking art.
I'm also not the one post my face picture if have any event.
Sorry for 120 pending post that my friends tag me that i'm not proceed to my wall.
Bit annoying, duh.
Sorry.


And did you know that i already delete my first Instagram IG because too many stranger followers.
And some comments which i think, can you better not post that.
By the way... months ago,i tried make a new one...
Privately.
Hope they not realize it's me.

For chatting part, i only have whats app.
Which have some people i already blocked.
Because of certain part their message that i cannot accept.
In my way.
And sorry for some message that i'm not reply.
Either i busy or your message just like a hammer to my head.

I hate when people know more about me than myself,
I hate when people want to know where i live,
I hate when people try to talk the way i dress up,
I hate when people comments the foods i ate.
I hate when people worry about me,
I hate when people protective over me.
Mostly i hate when they think they can make me out of myself.
I hate everything.
Really hate it.
And i'm not joking around.


Sound like i'm having a hard time, or self esteem issues?
But i didn't.
I'm happy with myself.
And my family love me.
I just hate people in the society.
Included my neighborhood.
And their attentions too...
It's so scaring me.
I felt uncomfortable.
I felt insecure.

Why i hate society?
Because main things, they like to judge you.
Scanning you from their eyes, toes to head, and the results surely more negatively i think.
Before you can utter a first single word.
And a lie too... later on.
Either them tell me a lie.
Or i should be a liar to save myself.
Whatever it goes...
Big or small,
Lies are lies.

And how can i built a relationship if i'm not believe a pieces of truth among us.
So, I think why pretend you care if you're not.
Don't force yourself to makes others happy,
Or treats others person like a competitor.
Can you be like me which like i always do...
Be an angel side.
... Be a good person, be a nice human.
If they hurt you... smile.
One quote i heard, be happy in front of your haters... it kills them.
Also, try minimize in involving things you think yourself cannot handle it by your own.
More safely this way.
And be invisible if needed.
Makes each other free.
Win-win situation.


But it's not ending here when i find out that i have some secret admirer, i just like... freaking awkward!
How can they like me?
What make a sense to them to like me?
I think i'm not mingle around too much.
Or drawing any attention in what i'm doing, i think...
And,
I don't think i deserving this.

And with this,
They make me want to go back home and stay alone in my room.
With a sign at doorknob,
"Don't disturb me if you want a peace."
Or to stay in one corner corridor and wore very long hijab and purdah that cover all myself.

Why me, why?
I think i should ask one of them.
Why can i be an attention to them?
What makes them realize my existing?
I should ask this questions...
In one day.

Is it weird that i don't like any attentions?
I think not.
So why should not you respect my space and let be care my own problem.
Let me be alone.
Let me be what i want to be.
Let me rules my own life,
That's better.
: )

Saturday, June 04, 2016

Ramadhan 1436H

Assalamualaikum,


Today i thought is the beginning of Ramadhan, but actually i'm too earlier...
Because the real is tomorrow.
Hhahahah...
The truth are i already prepare for wake up Shaur next morning and,
the best part,  i'm done my first Terawih!
Please forgive me Allah.

Maybe 'cause i'm too excited with whole fasting part and in earning more pahala.
Let's just said, I did that all as practice.
Practice makes perfect, right.
So, well done buddy.
: )

So, my target this Ramadhan 1436H, i really want to finish a Quran.
Really want that.
First priority!
In Ramadhan months...
And others like move on with my plans.

Insyaallah,
I will arrange majlis buka puasa bersama anak yatim event.
The date is on 18 june 2016, Saturday at T'mor Place.
Join venture with Rumah Amal Asnaf Al Bakarh.
This is more privately to my department, OT PCMC.

Rm 150/person i put there.
And per family, RM 300.
May too expensive, but it's more to the charity and sedekah project.
Bila lagi nak cekau duit biar mereka nih menderma in lots of money right,
Hhehheh...
I will cut down on the foods things but more to their preparation to Eid days.
Insyaaalah.
Wish me luck and bless with my first time cahrity project, guys.

I also will donate some of my old, not so old actually, clothes.
With i hope that will help them.
Beyond the pahala.
Duh.
In the same time, make my life easier in lesser drawer items.
Fuh.

Meanwhile a good news, behalf of my family name... I will donate 1K for this project.
Beyond the pahala, again.
: )

Orait, see you all in next post.

Wednesday, June 01, 2016

Ayyub's wedding: Wrap up

Assalamualaikum,

End of May last weekend are actually is my brother, Ayyub, wedding.
He's the one actually prepare everything.
As what i knew.
'Cause we all only arrive Johor on that Friday night.
What can you aspect with that short of time.
Sorry, bro.

Their engagement also i can't attend... then, why not show your face for his big day right.
: )
At least, i support for parents new cloths and others.
And my car too, for your transportation.
0-0....

The event held at Masai, Johor... This is a good things if you get a partner in same negeri.
Save money and energy.
He stay there at the home-stay nearby and we contact time by time.
After Zohor we will go there because more practicable with the event who only will started at 3:00 pm.
From morning to that time, don't blame me if I can make some cookies!
Oat cookies with some almond and raisin.
Like they said, Tuan Anas cookies.
Whatever,
Not a slight i seen that drama, duh.

And spent time with your family is i like most!
Cik Ziqa also started doing some homework with the books i gave her.
Six books!
Hadam lah kau Ziqa.
Stay clever and cute girls.

Others precious moments i get are when Anas first baby steps!
He walking oh lala....
Cayok, Anas!

After we arrive there, sharp at 3:00 pm, some kind of you have to wait because the Imam is not coming yet is so not me.
Then, what I actually did... The foods are calling me.
Even the tuan rumah tak pelawa.
Whatever, i'm not took my lunch yet.
So others.

Then, when i seen my parents not attended, I discuss with tuan rumah.
Why not you get ready some snack while waiting, right.
I know they bit busier but i just give my opinion.
: )

So, when the Imam/ Tok kadi came, i sat there quietly.
But, he said all women to go inside or get out.
What the fish!
While that, i think let us took some picture more...
Like i cares?
May be because the space is too small i think.
Not me to blame anyone.

Then, Alhamdulillah with one lafaz everything going smooth.
And makan beradap.
Again bon appetite, everyone!
Hhehehhe....

Here some pictures for the moments, enjoy!
And for my brother wifey, congratulations and welcome home dear.

Heading there.
Alhamdulillah, with one lafaz... they make it.
Oh cameraman, you thought i care? Sorry, i did it on purpose.
Cik Peah with me. Such a cute princess you are!
My honor for give us chance to snap a picture, my princess.
Hehhehhe....