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Saturday, September 30, 2017

Bulan Muharram

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah. 
Before Muharram dah start puasa. Masuk bulan Muharram sambung puasa.
Sempena bulan Muharram nih. Rajinkan diri puasa. Rajin collect pahala.
Walaupun dugaan dengan makanan banyak sangat.
Hahahaa. I survive hokey.

Bayangkan satu hari boleh survive dengan keropok lekor jer?
Sebab nak kejar doa awal dan akhir tahun dekat surau. Yassin semua sekali.
Pastu telan air mineral banyak-banyak untuk elak hydrates. Skip pulak makanan surau sebab ngantuk gila.
Alhamdulillah malam tu my friend ada call. Memang lapar gila.Makan jela kat kedai depan rumah. Ada rezeki lagi rupanya.
Alhamdulillah again.

And esok adalah 10 Muharram. Lagi afdal nak puasa. Tapi oncall.
Dah last minute keluar roster. Kalau tak boleh tukar.
Sebab bila oncall weekend, nak puasa tu cam. Dugaan makanan lagi kuat.
Maybe yes or maybe not untuk puasa.
Insyaallah je la.

So, guys. Next week still nak kena kejar puasa puasaan nih.
Selagi sihat, kita fight for it.
Kan?

9 Muharram-Puasa Tasu'a
10 Muharram-Puasa Asyura, menghapus dosa setahun lalu
11 Muharram-Puasa mengikuti puasa Asyura
13 Muharram-Puasa hari pertama Ayyamul Bidh
14 Muharram-Puasa hari kedua Ayyamul Bidh
15 Muharram-Puasa hari ketiga Ayyamul Bidh

Chayokkk.

Monday, September 18, 2017

My taste of travel

Assalamualaikum.

Overall after pergi Matta Fair masa tuh.
Terus rasa nak pack barang, convert money yang ada, letak surat resign, and travel satu dunia.
Ohsem!
But semua tuh kena lepaskan my very top bucketlist lah dulu.
Huhuhuuu...

Anyway, nak travel sengsorang best gak sebenarnya.
Freedom banyak.
Lagi-lagi person like me, which you can be independent by your own.
But dengan berdepan community yang sense of human ntah ke mana sekarang nih.
Better carik partner lah kan.
Can protect me. Protect each other.

Here my plan of travelling look like.
Just go rent a bycle, motorbike or a car when you go some places.
Then you can mulakan bukak map and google, mulakan searching lot of things you want to do next.
My types. As always, i prefer countryside.
Jelajah diorang punya diversity. Beach. Culture. And people.
Wohoooo...

Sebab i'm not a city girl.
Which adore of bangunan-bangunan yang kaku baku. Pastu took a picture with it.
Then, duduk bawak aircond. Tengok orang lalu lalang sambil minum petang.
Or wasting time shopping ke apa.
No. Not so me.
I need to get out from there.

When i go travel. No mall listed.
Sorry.

Makanan halal? Memang choi sikit lah. Tapi i rela untuk grab anything like bread or cereal dan teruskan the journey.
Or untuk masak sendiri. Duh, let me be the chef.
Campak sana sini jer jadiklah maknanan.
Even makan lempeng or cucur pon still edible. Jangan cerewet, tarik telinga nak?
Like not you have to sit in a proper restaurant and enjoy the music they playing.
Bruhhhh. Tuh time nak honeymoon suap-suap makan dengan ayat manis-manis bolehlah.
Come on, that money and time we can spend better.
Hurry.

Macam susah jer, nak kena book hotel sini sana. Hishhh.
Bab tidur? Not i'm complaining duh if the next view is more worth it.
Apa susah, if tak dapat reserve mana-mana room.
Just bukak tent, sleep somewhere safe. Tidur under millions of star instead of hotel yang tak berstar sangat tuh.
Or even in your own rent car.
Romantik tak? Hahhahahh...

In case dah travel kan. Solat jangan lupa.
Musafir teruk macam mana pon.
Nak kejar masa nak tengok show ke apa.
Solat dulu.
Utamakan Dia dulu. Baru barakahhhhh.



Susah sebenarnya nak jumpa pertner travel gini.
Yang korang boleh touch and go with all your sense of tak cecentre mana.
Yang tak kisah in everything.
Yeah, tak kisah what the future gonna hit you next.
Yup.

Even nak terjun lompat pagar ke, tolong remind awal-awal.
Jatuh longkang, jangan tarik me together.
Rela kongsi makan sebab nak berjimat. Tapi sila puasa kalau tahu diri makan tahap T-rex.
Muka sama-sama hodoh sebab kena panas. Jangan kutuk lebih.
Pinjam baju ke apa. Your things are mine, my things are only mine.
Kalau sedih ke apa, i will give my shoulder. Don't cry alone.
If i'm kinda kena sawan gila dance in a crowded place, sila tolong gila sama.
Even rasa lawak korang tak lawak mana, tolong paksa gelak.

And, jangan berkira paling penting.
And respect own limit.
Support each other.
Susah senang sama-sama lah.
Kang kena tinggal sorang-sorang tepi jalan kang. Padan muka.

Sebenarnya i dah jumpa my partner. Kami memang macam atas tuh la.
But dia only available to travel in Malaysia. Sebab tak lepas imigresen.
Huhuhuhu...
Gonna missed it.

So, who gonna be my real partner?

Sunday, September 17, 2017

Exposed them to public

Assalamualaikum.

My family.
My privacy.
The one yang in my top list for what I protected about.
And i will always put a big barrier between them and my world.

Only saat arwah of my brother in law melalui saat-saat sukar.
That time i'm a bit exposed and cried over for a reason that i can't terjemahkan.
Hari-hari. Lepas habis kes, dapat mesej.
That you knew the answer but you want to give them a hope?
No. I can't do that.
Mulalah your tears keluar because you can't be there for them.
Be a shoulder that they needed.
Sedih kan?

Anyway. Tak suka sebenarnya nak share terlalu mendalam tentangnya.
Because he's still our family member.
And for this, we understood and respect each other about sesama privacy. 

Sebab tuh gak in term of privacy, my parents not too talkative la orang cakap bila bawak pergi mingle around.
First expression kalau nak judge. Tak dinafikan.
Habis la my future husband. 
Aiyoook.
Pandai-pandailah kamu nak goreng topik apa nak mula.

So far. Nothing special to share about them in any of my social media.
Because they also tak suka tangkap gambar nonsense nih semua.
And maybe because they don't like if we exposed them to public.
Like me.
And afraid something harm happened to us.
We donno. I donno.

But clearly, when we accept new person in our family.
Like kakak ipar, abang ipar, and their besan besanan.
Anak-anak buah tak kira lagi.
So we obviously terdedah pada all this community commitment part.
And we can't against it.
Pictures, video are everywhere. Kena borak sampai pengsan punya kerja lah.
So we just go with the flow.
Slowly, hope it's a pretty good idea.

And because of this...
I think, it's a right time for me to share it in this blog.
About my family member.
Untuk bab anak-anak buah memang i dah share.
Can check in my previous post duh.

First person I choose?
Emak?
Or.
Ayah?
....
Just wait and see.

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